I'm 24, i've been w/LJ since 2004, our relationship gets boring and I run off.
I am a mom, I have a family, but that's not what I will really write about.
I have an open relationship, one-sided - my boyfriend just won't gain the courage to get out there, whether it's because he fears he will lack self control when it counts or because he really is being honest when he says he is satisfied, who the hell knows, not I.
My lj is mostly random epiphanies, and just sorting out the way my relationship is and what all these men want from me when in reality I can only give them so much with boundaries that are set.
My most recent entry has been made public so that new readers will have an efficient idea of what it is I might talk about, how in depth. And here is some real life perspective on who I am.
But it's not all about me, I just feel I should really come with some warning - looking for like-minded people, nonjudgmental judy's who's lj's will keep my attention.
Comment if you add me please, feel free to check it out.
Hello everyone. I promised myself that this year I was going to dedicate myself to my journals, meaning my personal pen and paper journals and this one as well. So far I have totally sucked at keeping up with either one but again I am attempting to change that.
I am a 26 year old gay male trying to figure out who he is. I have spent most of my adult life so far dealing with substance abuse, and now that I am 2 years clean I am trying to find out who the heck I am, and that's what I will be using this journal to do. On top of that you will see me complain about my crippling anxiety, rant about my favorite TV shows (especially Teen Wolf) I will bitch and gush about my boyfriend and complain about self-esteem. I started drinking heavily at 17 and believe that at that point I temporarily stopped my development.. Over the past two years I have been attempting to make up for the time lost, and you will see a lot of that in this journal.
Things to know about me
. I am gay .
. I am a movie buff .
. I am a television addict .
. I suffer from anxiety and low self-esteem .
. I am terribly addicted to MTV's Teen Wolf .
. I've been forever addicted to Buffy The Vampire Slayer .
. I love Courtney Love .
Myself and my kitty...( Photo of me!Collapse )