Hey! I'm Holly.
I'm 19 years old and I live in Florida.
I'm looking for more people to converse with and read their journals and for them to actually read/respond to mine. I don't want just numbers!
So PLEASE, comment my Friends Only entry, add me, and I shall add you back.
If you add me without commenting, I most likely will not add you back, fyi.
If I also recognize you from my "personal life" I will definitely not add you back. No harm intended, but I'd rather not anyone I know be on my journal and know the inner-workings of my mind ;]
I'm a diagnosed moderate sociopath (i.e., antisocial personality disorder, as they call it now). I deal with it. I'm a lot better than I was a little over a year ago.
I have a problem showing any emotion for anyone. And when I do, I can never tell if it's real or not.
But generally, I'm a fun-type of girl. And I enjoy dark, serene things.
I loooove to party and hang out with my friends.
I love those long, endless nights that you NEVER want to end.
I enjoy photography, listening to metal/80's music, writing, reading as many books as possible, learning new things, walking, shopping, doing my hair for no damn reason, watching cartoons, and many other enjoyable things.
I have one half-brother, same mom, different dads. He's married with an almost two-year old baby girl, named Kayla.
I live with my asshole of a father. If you get into reading my journal, you will learn just how much of an asshole he really is.
My wonderful boyfriend is named Alex. We have our spats and our eternal hate for each other sometimes, but we pull through. And I love him! We've been together on and off for two years, but we have so far been completely on for 6 months now! Remember me stating I was a sociopath? This is the one person, who actually showed me that I could care.
I'm 5"4, and I have body issues. I use to weigh 250 lbs. And have lost a lot of the weight until now. Guess my weight, I don't care, haha.
I'm still struggling to lose about 20 more lbs. It's something I really want to do. I use to have a lot of confidence even when I was at 200. And it seems I've lost a lot of it due to insanity for a few months at the end of last year.
I'm on a healthy lifestyle journey, in hopes that I will ultimately reach my goal weight, but it's not just about that. It's about gaining my confidence back, and learning to be happy with myself again, no matter what.
I'll quit blabbering on. Want to know more? Check out my userinfo.
Then add me. Comment the Friends Only entry. And, we're good to go.