Amanda*Lynn (seized_my_heart) wrote in add_me,

Let's be friends?!

 My parents gave me the god-awful name of Amanda. Nowadays I go by Mandy, except for legal matters. On June 24th 1989, somewhere around 8am, I was brought into the world. I grew up in Florida, but currently live in North Carolina. I have loved, and have been loved, I have hurt, and been hurt. I am human, which means if I haven't already, I'll probably let you down, disappoint, or displease you, but the truth of the matter is, I wasn't put on this earth to make you happy, I've FINALLY come to grips with that. I use to live my life to please other people, those days I wanted to end my life. So, I stopped living for others, and now I live for me, and I haven't wanted to die since. I don't love myself, AT ALL. I'm working on changing myself into who I want to be. (Ask me about my 5 year/10 year plan. ) I am NOT a Christian. I do however believe in God. I'm not perfect, just forgiven. I forgive way to easily and give too many "second chances". I don't stick up for myself,and I will probably (If I haven't already) let you walk all over me. But, if you dare cross my loved ones, I'll be the first to give you an earful,and swing a punch if necessary. I am a hopeless romantic,and fall for people too easily. I've had my heart broken several times,I blame only myself for that,hence why I'm single and happy,and NOT looking to change it any time soon. My sense of style is constantly changing,not to keep up with the joneses,but rather,to how my mood,and my life change. (Example:If I'm sad and upset, you'll most likely find me in sweats and a t-shirt) Contrary to popular belief: I AM NOT O.C.D. I just like things in their place,and neatly. I like my house clean and smelling good. I believe your home is a reflection of you. I stress. ALOT. About everything. I worry myself sick sometimes...okay alot of times. I lose alot of sleep because my mind just won't rest until it finds a solution for all the problems in my life. I don't sleep very much. I can't remember the last time I slept 8 hours in one night. I have nine piercings (3 in each ear,the top of my right ear,my nose,and my lip) don't judge me because of them! I like tattoos,and will be getting a couple. Music is a huge part of my life! I like everything from musicals to booty bumpin' beats , to knee slappin' lyrics. If a song explains how I'm feeling, I'll listen to it till I know the lyrics backwards and frontwards. If I'm having a bad day you'll probably find me in a bubble bath listening to my music so loud that I can't hear myself think. Sometimes it's just better that way,trust me. I scare most people with my driving. I STRONGLY dislike people who can't drive. I will pass you if your doing the speed limit or under. If you want to drive slow thats fine,but obey the sign: "Slower Traffic Keep Right"! And if you see me coming up behind you:MOVE! Don't just sit there and wonder if I'm gonna ram your ass,I will. Get to know me, and you'll know more!

Think we'll get along?  Do we have stuff in common?  Feel free to add,I always add back!  Questions? Ask em'! Feel free to read some of my journal to see if my crazy chaotic life would entertain you at all?

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