I'm attempting to turn over a new leaf in which I control my life rather than life merely happening to me. I'm trying to prove to myself that life is what you make it, that I am not just who I am, but I can be whoever I want to be. So, I'm attempting to try new things, like this, to say "yes" when I would ordinarily say "no," to let go of pent up frustrations, and just simply to smile more. But some times are more difficult than others.
LJ has been part of my life for over eight years, but my friends list has slowly depleted over the years. As a result, my posting has become somewhat sporadic, but I am attempting to post more these days. I think having a wider audience than the usual three or four suspects might boost my production as well. I read my friends list every day, though, and try to comment others' entries as much as possible.