one day she'll be her own (asilaybreathing) wrote in add_me,
one day she'll be her own
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Friday

I am currently coming out of a 10 year relationship [2 1/2 years of living together followed by 7 yrs & 4 months of marriage]. When I decided to get married I meant for it to be forever, unfortunately not everyone sees marriage in the same light.

I'm getting to know my true self that my slip into co-dependency took away. I have, who I really am that is, been dormant, just under the surface. I'm feeling independent again and it's amazing!

I don't regret the past ten years and I'm saddened that my mind, in order to cope, is slowly erasing memories. It's the age ol' antidote of time healing all wounds.

My heart will always weep for the wonderful family I have lost. They were always there for me and treated me as their own. I will always, always miss them.

I love children, but do not have any of my own. Photography is my passion. I'd have my own zoo if I could, that's how much I love animals! I enjoy conversing with others. I'm happy and outgoing.

I love spending time with friends. Right now however I'm going through the process of starting over and actually making new friends. I'm leaving my old life behind me.

I've learned in the past few weeks that I actually enjoy to fish and that I'm no longer afraid of lightning - and oh how beautiful it is! I've also learned that I do like to work out AND eat healthy, who would have thought it!?!

For the first time in ten years I feel worthy. I have hope that I will find someone that truly loves ME.

This is my journey through life. All the important stuff will be friend's only.


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