i started my journal back in 2002, and since then it's been an off and on affair. i keep coming back hoping that this will be the same as i had intended my writing to be in the beginning. just as in 2002 where i made an entry everyday..i hope to continue this now. and though my journal has not gotten there yet, i've decided that i want to write it for myself, and not for an audience anymore. but in that journey itself, it would be nice to have new friends. in my own selfish way, i made a huge cut from the friends that i had on my journal..about half. but those who have remained, are because i find solace and commonality with their words. and well i wasn't the type to just add anyone because the truth is, you probably don't want to add just anyone as well. i have commented on journals, and i can't say that i can always comment, though i am definitely following your journal. i admit to even having crushes on some of my friends. well hey, i'm being fucking honest at least right?
i am thirty-eight, in the wrath of a blooming, yet young relationship with a belgian (that began with emails) and act somewhat irresponsibly for my age. i daydream way too much. combine texting in the car and daydreaming, i am quite deadly. yes i admit to that. don't scold me on it, because i already realize how dangerous it is. i love words and writing, and often express my mind in the gutter thoughts that i express every now and then on the journal (for now, my entries have been lacking because i unbelievably cannot find the right rhythm to write in). by the way (i use btw and obviously alot), you should not be afraid of how or what you write, because i realize that i write in a rather ummm, how do you say it? oh an articulate kind of way. if it sounds as if i am a nerd. i am. i am also a professional nerd. i work as a research assistant in an r&d lab. i work for the british and the us. government, so it's interesting for me.
well i will go for now. i don't have a list of likes or music, or whatever else i'm supposed to put down here. i guess if you like nerds who can write, swear profusely (words are just words okay?) and won't blab on about the girl that i think about day and night on every entry..then we should be friends yes? btw, if you can speak french and teach me, you would be even more welcome to be a friend. i'd like that alot. but of course english, just being yourself and being honest, is just as good.