I want to be creative and intriguing and sell myself with some snazzy, captivating introduction, but everything I'm thinking of seems either over thought or leaves no room for development. However, I guess this does just the job I need it to in, at least attempting to explain myself, which may be a daunting task to accomplish and may take several years. I am a run on. Inserting commas wherever I see fit, a few exclamations here and there, lots of question marks and ellipses, and even a couple periods every so often (those are actually quite interesting to try and pick out by my journal entries). I use this journal on a spectrum of levels, and, therefore, it has a plethora of meanings and intentions, some of which are meant for you, some for us collectively, others solely for me, and yet others for no one person at all. Enough about my journal for now though as this community is called addME, I should probably explain a bit about myself. I hope the picture above worked and isn't just a line of code like it is on my screen...I am a 22 year old living in the United States, and while I'm not sure for how long, I haven't (wanted?) stayed in one place for more than a year and a half in quite some time. I want to say I enjoy change, but I enjoy everywhere I've been just as much, sometimes more and sometimes less, than a dislike it. I think I just really like to experience as much as possible, see the things I've only thought about, and meet the people I haven't. At heart and in mind, I'm the offspring between Darwin, Magellan, and Camus. In body, I look nothing like anyone in my family and that leads me to feel a bit estranged, then again my whole family is pretty much female, so that might have something to do with it...I have (now) 9 sisters with no brothers, and while it seems like torture sometimes, it really is rather enlightening and I most definitely would not be who I am without being who I've been. I guess that's pretty obvious, huh? I have two of the best cats in the world, Kyau Sasha and King Albert Digweed III, of whom I'll refer to as Pretty and Fat, or a synonym at times. They are direct extensions of myself, and thus, aren't really cats anymore. I also have a phoenix, but he's permanently on my chest and doesn't fly unless I flap my wings. Hmmm lets see, we're gonna do a quick run down because I feel this is getting much much too long, and I'm actually getting a little antsy to go garden and break some rocks.
I believe in everything. Including nothing. I write. With it comes love and hate, and I have likened the two together, as with most antonyms. I am my own god, as I believe you are yours. I love to cook. Pretty much anything. I love to eat. Pretty much a very very select number of things. I smoke, amongst other things. I think I'm part of all of the sports teams which I follow because I think any diehard fan thinks that way. Or at least speaks that way. I want to be remembered for something. Not famous like a movie star or sports star or politician. More like a philosopher, or better yet, something/someone that hasn't even got a title. I will be. I want to die by being blasted off into space, still alive, so I can get farther and see more than any other life form. I thoroughly enjoy music. While I have a rather eclectic range in musical taste, most of whats on my ipod is trance, progressive house, and electro drum& bass. Although I can never deny classic rock, early punk/ska, the ever-so-apparent guilty pleasures that we all have from our earlier days, and even some disney classics! haha but, yeah this is now actually much too long, and I am feeling a little trapped inside on such a lovely day. So to you all, enjoy, my friends!