Vaitelias (vaitelias) wrote in add_me,

Opening the door...just a crack...

Hm...let's try this out.

I'm 23 and probably the most paranoid girl you'll ever meet. In fact, I'm so paranoid that I'd rather not disclose my, you can just call me Vai. For years upon years, I've wanted to make a public (or at least Friends Only) journal, but I always freak out and lock everything down on private. And god forbid I actually have any friends on it, save for one or two. I've always been too paranoid to let anyone else in.

I've gone through LiveJournal, Xanga, Blogger, Blogspot, Wordpress, and more...and I have several accounts on every server. And every single one of the damn things starts off with "I'm going to finally make a change and post in this stupid thing and actually let people read it"...and then I give up and start over with a new account, a new name, a blank slate. So, I might as make an effort this time around.

I usually post when I'm upset and have no one else to talk to. I'm trying to change that, though. Writing shouldn't only be about rage and depression. So, I try to squeeze in some happy posts every once in a while. But, most of the time, I just don't have many happy things to post about.

Well, if anyone would like to delve into madness with me, add me and try not to regret it. ^.^

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