lollipop0master (lollipop0master) wrote in add_me,

so, um, hi

~You can call me Jade.
~I'm 20-something years young.
~I am a polysexual female with objektophile tendencies, with a preference for female humans and over sized stuffed animals or plushy furniture.
~I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder about 10 years ago.
~Within the last year I have developed a crippling anxiety disorder.
~I can't look people in the eyes and find it almost impossible to make face-to-face friends outside of the small group of friends I already have.
~I don't like to be touched by strangers, and sometimes not at all.
~I have a boyfriend. I love him, but we have problems. No relationship is perfect. Sometimes I would rather be single. Sometimes I wish he where a woman. Sometimes I think about cheating on him.
~I either sleep entirely too much or not nearly enough. I can never find a healthy balance.
~I smoke the green perfection given to us by mother earth. It helps take the edge off of my anxiety and depression. It also helps chill me out when I am manic. It's a good equalizer, and better for you than alcohol or prescription drugs.
~I work at a hotel, usually on night shift, in a small town, in the middle of nowhere. We are not very busy, so I don't have to deal with too many customers. Too much social stimulation and my heart rate rises and my brain shuts down and I just stare blankly and forget how to talk.
~I live in a crappy basement apartment (for now).
~I spend as much time as possible in the neighboring city where my closest of my few real friends live.
~I have self esteem issues.
~Pink is my favorite color.
~I hate the winter.
~I have tattoos.
~I don't watch live TV, but instead prefer Netflix and Youtube and other internet sources for television. My regulars are- My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic, Wilfred, Full Metal Alchemist, Criminal Minds, SpongeBob SquarePants, Adventure Time, The Amazing World of Gumball, Regular Show, Family Guy, American Dad, The Marvelous Misadventures of Flapjack, Chowder, Dexter, Law & Order: Special Victims Unit, Law & Order: Criminal Intent, Doctor Who and Supernatural (need to watch more of the last two, they have my interest just not my time, currently)
~I love movies, my favorites are The Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, The Birdcage, To Wong Foo Thanks For Everything, Hotel Transylvania, American Beauty, Stranger Than Fiction, The Secretary, The Dreamers, The Talented Mr. Rippley, Fur, Rubber, Fight Club and Inception.
~I used to read nonstop, but I haven't been doing it as much lately. I need to work on that. I love everything by Alice Hoffman, favorite being Skylight Confessions. When I do read, I like everything, including fiction, fanfiction, young adult fiction, romance, mystery, action, horror, fantasy and the occasional non fiction.
~I have been away from LJ for a while, but I am starting back in. I don't have a lot of posts, but they will come with time.
~I don't post everyday, but I do try to post every week and sometimes I post multiple times a day, it just depends. ~Posts vary by what my interest/mood is that day. Super personal posts are locked to most, but with time I may let you in.
~I don't comment on every post by others. I only comment if I feel I have something to say/add, or if I feel like showing sympathy/support/whatever is appropriate at the time.
~I don't care if you don't always comment on my stuff. I don't care if you don't always post everyday. I'm easy enough to please.
~My journal will not always be family friendly or safe for work. If that's a problem, don't add me.
~My interests include drawing and painting, writing (even though I am not very good at it), and sleeping. I also like to watch my friends play Mine-Craft, and enjoy the Sims 2.
~That is all for now.

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