The bottom line is, I started a LiveJournal in High School, and lately I feel like I am returning to my high-school 18-year-old self, even though I am nearing graduation of college.
I look back on old LJ posts and I start thinking how crazy it is how people can change so much over a few years, and at the same time stay so the same. My mom often said, people never really change. Adults are just children in bigger bodies. There aren't wrinkles in our minds like there are on our skin. I'm starting to see what she means, despite her dementia.
The things I post tend to be pretty personal, it's LiveJournal after all. I admit it becomes a kind of outlet. But it would be nice to have more of an exchange of words with someone else out there in this virtual world. Like, I wanna pretend I'm having coffee with a friend I haven't seen in years, and sharing insignificant details of my life with them, and it's in a sort of smoky room, with the sun peeking through lace curtains, and for some reason we just speak in whispers.
So, hi. This might be the strangest thing I have posted on this website.
Maybe we can be... livejournal friends?