midnight21 (midnight21) wrote in add_me,

About me

Age: 34
Gender: Female
Orientation: Straight
Location: Wisconsin
Sign: Aquarius
Religion: Christian
Politics: split down the middle with republican and democratic beliefs
Career: Artist and Ghost Hunter
Favorite Food: Italian, Chinese, comfort food, chicken dishes
Favorite Shows: South Park, S.H.I.E.L.D, Once Upon a Time, Big Bang Theory, 90s sitcoms
Favorite Movies: Classic Disney films, Titanic, Twister, Nightmare Before Christmas, Labyrinth
Favorite Books: Anything fantasy/sci fi, Harry Potter, Hunger Games, Lord of the Rings
Favorite Music: Alternative rock, heavy metal, 90s techno/pop, symphonic metal

My likes (a few)

~Arts and crafts
~Cartoons, anime, manga
~The internet
~Museums and libraries
~Shopping, flea markets, thrift stores
~Abandoned Places
~Video Games
~The Sims
~Interior Design
~Guinea pigs, horses, cats, and other animals
~Nature trails
~pop culture
~Pinterest, deviantART, Live Journal

~ Living with fetal alcohol syndrome
~ Art and character thieves
~ Racism, discrimination, and ableism
~ Narcissists and Narcissistic abuse
~ Control freaks who want everything their way
~ Religious and political intolerance
~ Dealing with too many changes at once
~ Excessive drama, violence and gore
~ Boy bands and singers like miley cyrus
~ Feeling left out, misunderstood and alone
~ Doctors and therapists
~Twilight (stephanie meyer)
~Living with PTSD, depression and anxiety
~Copy cats and cheap knock offs

My journal

I've had this journal since 2004 but I must warn you that I live with fetal alcohol syndrome so I am prone to emotional meltdowns and obsessive thoughts resulting from traumatic situations of my past. I also talk about my mother quite often and how she neglected me as a child, abandoned me as a teenager then finally disowned me last year when I refused to take care of her when she never took care of me when I needed her the most. There's a lot of trauma and resentment revolving around that so you're going to hear about it often. I also dealt with a toxic friend who put me through narcissistic abuse from 2003-2010. Then I've dealt with stalking, drama, harassment, and abusive smear campaigns that lasted for several years. You will be hearing a lot about that as well as I try to make sense out of what happened to me and piece my artistic life back together again.

However, my journal won't be just about that. I will also post:
*the process of healing and finding myself again
*Real information about narcissistic abuse so others can identify the red flags and escape from it. The experience was so traumatic for me that I don't want it to happen to anyone else.
*lessons learned from bad situations
*photo posts from current and future road trips
*photo posts of abandoned buildings or places I've been to
*prophetic dreams that might happen in the future (which has happened many times before)
*Daily life
*Ghost hunting adventures (which will likely resume when i get back from a long vacation)
*Posts about my art
*Posts about friends and family
*Photo tours of my apartment, which I designed myself
*Thrift shop finds
*restaurant reviews (which will be something new i will try soon)
*Favorite makeup products
 So much more

I am looking for: tolerant and respectful people who understand what it's like to live with autism and disabilities and share similar views to mine.

I'm not looking for:
*Drama and fighting. I dealt with enough of it already.

*People who push political and religious views on others. Everyone is different so we have to respect that, even if we don't agree with how others feel about certain topics that are going on in this world today.

*Judgmental behavior of any kind.  You don't know half the struggles of living with FAS and other disabilities or the severity of the abuse I suffered in the past. Please respect the fact that everyone deals with grief differently and don't expect me to get over it and move on overnight because grief and healing just doesn't work that way. The reality is, it can take weeks, months, or even years for someone to heal from situations like that and they will never be the same again.

That is all for now. Welcome to my journal!

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