Pokemon Go (Fuck Yourself) (_unforgiven) wrote in add_me,
Pokemon Go (Fuck Yourself)
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Transgender & Depressed

Hi group,

I'm a LJ veteran. I've had various accounts on here since 2002. I met the love of my life on this site, though we long since split up, after I could no longer hide my "transgender curse". I'm also pansexual (attracted to people regardless of gender). I'm a feminist, ambivert and you can view the rest of my interests in my bio (though it's somewhat out of date).

I have a Wordpress account too, but I intend to start using this again on a semi-regular basis, with the intention of not only remembering the paat, but to attempt to claw back some of the attributes that once ebabled me to be a much stronger and much more functional person than the mess I am today. I lost 4 amazing people from my life due to the fact that I'm a shitty friend and partner and due to my inability to try fo manage my depression so that perhaps I may have been successful in life and not needed to transition at all (assuming I would've been happy in other areas of my life).

This will be part of a last ditch attempt to salvage many aspects of my former self that enabled me to survive and attract the right people in my life, all of whom are now long gone.

I'm a Gen X'er...I can't stand this era, whether it's the music, fashion or the shit people today are into. I'm not going to argue with you if you call me "bitter". Last time I posted here, you could turn on the radio and hear A Perfect Circle, Audioslave, Papà Roach (when they were good) and Linkin Park (when they were good). People chased concert tickets instead of Pokémon.

No judgement please. I already hate myself anyway, so to some extent, I'm immune from giving a shit.
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