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Hello, my name is Lisa. I'm 37 years old from the state of Wisconsin. I've had live journal since 2004, but it's been friends only since i've dealt with a narcissist in the past but those days are long gone now. However, I'm open to new viewers and friends, so when I add you back, my content will be available to you.

I am an artist who had been living alone since 2005. I have no boyfriend or children of my own... yet, but that could change in God's perfect timing. I used to have a cat named Morgan, but I had to rehome her due to moving and not being able to find a place that accepted pets. Hopefully that will change as well and I intend to adopt another pet at some point in the future.

I used to be a liberal but i recently became a conservative Christian.  However, I gladly accept those from all backgrounds and I will not judge you for being different. Individuality and creative differences is a GOOD thing and I love learning about different things from others. Even this morning I met a Christian woman from Pakistan and their culture was so interesting...

Unfortunately, I was born with fetal alcohol syndrome and I suffer from some mental health issues such as severe depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, and complicated PTSD due to dealing with a traumatic childhood and an unhappy adulthood. Fetal Alcohol Syndrome is a preventable yet incurable form of autism which is caused when mothers drink during pregnancy and I have to live with it for the rest of my life. Even if it is high functioning, I still have a lot of problems with it and it's becoming harder and harder for me to cope with it on a daily basis. Still, I try to make the best of a hopeless situation and I hold onto hope knowing that this disabled body is only temporary and I will have another chance to start this life over again in heaven.

I love art, drawing, poetry, reading, shopping, hiking, horseback riding, interior design, ghost hunting, abandoned places, movies, history, psychology, conspiracies, thrifting, mythology, and so many other things. Some of my favorite tv shows are Supernatural, South Park, Dragonball series, House MD, Sailor Moon, and Vampire Diaries just to name a few. I have many others listed on my profile, but that needs updating since I found myself changing over time.

 I have to warn you, I often use this journal for venting since I live a very difficult life and it's become a healthy outlet for me to cope with it. If you cannot handle such "negativity" then please look for a happier journal to read. If you can handle it, then welcome aboard.

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