Hey guys...this is a new journal but I am not new to lj. My name is Melissa and I am 25 years old. I am STILL a student studying English and Psych, although, I had to take this semester off.
I have Bipolar disorder. I am getting ECT treatments right now....so a lot of free time on my hands :/ I had been in the hospital from nearly a month but now I am outpatient for the ECT.
I write about everything in my life, good or bad. I am a nice person who will comment regularly, add me!
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i type three hours a day for the next four weeks.
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Names Amanda Marie. I am a dreamer, and I have big plans. I'm focused and determined, level headed and strong.
I'm your average girl. I'm going to college for Business Management and someday I'm going to own an Inn. I like photography, dance, music and anything outdoors. I'm giving, too giving, and I love meeting new people. I'm open to new ideas and am very intrigued by the human mind. If i didn't get so emotionally involved in feeling bad for other people, I would have loved to become a psychologist. But being who I am, I know it would only hurt me.
The past few years have been rough, and I've learned a lot from them. You get no where living in the past. I'm outgoing, fun, loud and obnoxious sometimes even weird. I am and always will be me, and I wont change that for anyone. I tend to worry to much about other people and will fix another persons problems before worrying about my own. I'm a push over and a perfectionist. My hearts too big and I get taken advantage of easily. The things that have happened in my past are what have gotten me here today.
I am a strong individual that can manage anything on her own, if I have to, but I prefer not to be alone. In time my sister has become my best friend and my rock. I honestly don't know where I'd be without her the past few years. we're obnoxious, overly sarcastic and love our loud angry hate the world music.
I enjoy being social and will try almost anything once. I have very strong opinions and morals and nothing can break me. Don't ever try to change me, accpet me for who i am or don't be in my life because I dont need you to bring me down. I've worked too hard to get to where I am today. On a good day it shows, sometimes I'm weak. I try my hardest not to judge though i do have my beliefs on wrong and right. I always try to understand peoples points of view and help them with anything I can. I love helping people; I'm easy to talk to, and everyone does.
I'm helping one of my best friends in the entire world raise her daughter and I love them both more than anything you could compare it to. I would do anything for either of them. They are both a large part of my life now, and nothing will ever change that.
My life has change a lot over the past year, and I'm happy with where I am, but I don't regret any part of my past and I love everyone in it. I've had my fair share of heart breaks, fuck ups, and years. I try my hardest to not be bitter, but pain goes deep. Ive recently learned to just have fun, do what makes you smile and make the best out of life. Don't stick around to get hurt by the ones you think love you.. Move on to find your own happiness, and the one who will love you for you. Not everyone is perfect. "Love isn't about finding a perfect person its about seeing an imperfect person perfectly." Lifes to short, to be anything but happy. Find what makes you happy, and stick to it, and always be honest to everyone and true to youself. Lifes better that way.