January 19th, 2020

Looking for (Re)Connections

Hello my beautiful friends! It has been quite a while since I have posted here in any sort of fashion and highly doubt that I will find any old friends or penpals through posting in various pen palling communities that I used to be an avid participant. I have found other pen palling communities but have recently deleted facebook, and have found myself in need of non toxic connection, which I have never found toxic folks from this blogging site.

Without further ado, I now go by Stevie and am a non binary person...I am having a tough time committing to being trans gendered because the people that I find myself attracted to tend to prefer a more feminine demeanor, which is not what I am by any means. I guess I am lost in the stream of gender fluidness that not many folks understand. I am 34...should I not already have this figured out? To my credit, I did drink a bit too much in my 20's and probably hooked up with the wrong men and not enough women.

I love to go to yoga but only seem to have motivation to write letters to people. I will go to yoga 2 or 3 times per week but would love to find the motivation to go 5 or 6 times per week. I have started going to meditation groups at a Shambhala center here in Lexington, Kentucky.

If you would love to write, connect, or reconnect, and share this weird adventure with me, you can contact me on here or send me an email at smartin.martin23@gmail.com